It was like yesterday, when I first entered this college, the college which I call now, mine.
It was like yesterday when I used to curse my college for sucking so bad (still do though :P)
It was like yesterday when I met these new people which I now called my friends,
It was like yesterday , when I was hosting the farewell function for my seniors thinking how mine will be.
I was TRYING to act pretty okay about this parting and leaving thing (which I suck at) when I suddenly scroll down my facebook, looking at the photographs. (Yes, I have a weak point with photographs.) Photographs of my 4 years of college. Experiencing, learning new things, meeting new people, bunking classes and exploring the whole town, not worrying about the future (until 4th year :P). I was TRYING to be cool about everything. Its not like I love my college or so, its just this feeling that it's going to get over in a few days. Its the feeling of missing this phase. Its scary.
So, here I am, all done with the farewell ceremony of my batch, sitting on my laptop, tired and exhausted, but still writing. Today. What can I say. A mixture of pure bliss and tears, sorrow of parting but with the hope of meeting again. It's a feeling that I'm not able to express in words. You just know it when you feel it, you know.
College was never that easy as I thought it would be. I faught, cried. But at the same time I experienced utter love and care. Not by everyone, but a few. I tried to fit in but I never could. I don't have those many forever type friends, but however less in number they are, they are no less themselves. The thing about college is that you are no longer in your safe shell. You are open to a whole new world, a whole new experience. Lessons were learnt, hearts were broken, all the first times and the adrenaline pumping. The amazing experience of 4 years is going to end. Our carefree selves, no responsibilities, no boundations. Everything is going to end very soon. And we are going to attend a world, even more evil than this one, 'the corporate world'. God bless everyone. :\
Well, nuff said. Bitter or sweet, all memories would be cherished for life. Not everyone would be there, say 5 years down the line, but I wish for a few to stay forever. I wish I could freeze this time and enjoy few more of my college days. Nevertheless, making the most of it now. Love and peace to all. Major missing has already started happening <3
Or may be its just the beginning of something new :')
