First time

For the first time I could feel my heart ache
That hurt when you see your dream break
Into pieces they shatter
And you realise all that would have mattered
The things you should have done
The wheels unturned
For the first time I could see that place
Which was supposed to be mine, has another face.
Those first times,
And for all the first times
Which you shared,
Done and fared
Silently your soul had bared.
When you find your dream
For the very first time
Give your heart and soul
But your equations didn't rhyme.
That hurt, that pain
When you see your dream going away
Or become a little insane
When atlast,
For the first time
You got what you wanted
From a long long time
You feel complete.
Firsts are thrilling
Special and give you a little chilling
Cause the best thing about your first
Is that it is your very first
That is embeded in your soul
Forever.